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I Hate You, Then I Love You by =AiShindou:iconAiShindou:



I hate you, then I love you,
Then I hate you again
I hate the way it feels
To lose a best friend

I hate you, then I love you
Then I hate you some more
The shattered pieces of my heart
Lying dead on the floor

I hate you, then I love you,
And then I hate myself;
I let you play with me like a doll
And stuff me back on the shelf

I love you, but I hate you,
But I could not be more grateful
You taught me to be loving,
You taught me to be hateful

So come closer, let me love you
Let me demonstrate
How you've manifested my heart
With my undying hate

But my hate is still passion
And I love you still
So allow me to hate you
Under my heart's own will

And allow me to hate you
With every ounce of my being
And allow me to dispise you
So uncaring, never seeing

You abused me so often,
You treated me so cold
And I deserve better,
And the game, it gets old

So let this be game over,
And let this be our end,
And let this be the time
I take so that I can mend

And let this be a chapter
That we leave far behind,
And let this be the time
I get you off my mind

And allow me to love again,
And allow me to forget,
And allow my heart time
To lose this rage and regret

And allow me to solace
This pain that I'm in;
I hate you, then I love you,
Then I hate you again...
©2005-2009 =AiShindou
:iconaishindou:

Author's Comments

GOD my lonely heart is turning me into a damn emo poet! Cuz damn it, I have never been filled with so much angst TT_TT

Watashi wa aisa renai :cries:

*breathes deep* thank god for poetry though, it prevents me from saying how I truly feel to certain people. That sounds bad, but I've learned that silence is worth its weight in gold, and some things are better left unsaid...

I speak best with my prose and poetry, and when writing this...it just...flowed out of me. I...wasn't myself...you know? Like I was physically here and writing but...i escaped from myself...
Wierd huh?

[EDIT]
Wow...after three years, going back and reading this...DAMN I was an angsty bastard teenager!
Glad I grew into a happy adult :3

Comments


love 6 6 joy 1 1 wow 1 1 mad 0 0 sad 2 2 fear 0 0 neutral 0 0
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Wow...I know how that is...sadly I think many do, but not the same cirumstance of course. I'm here for you if you ever need anyone, you know that :cling:

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Tears fall...even when hidden by the most radiant smile...the tears still fall... :blackrose:
:iconaishindou:
Thanks girl, you're always here and I love and appreciate you for it. I'm totally fine now, i assure you.

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:iconmy-eternal-memories:
:hug: I like being there for you, As long as your happy ^_^, my worlds a little brighter. I'm glad you're better.

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Tears fall...even when hidden by the most radiant smile...the tears still fall... :blackrose:
:iconchigiri:
Wow that was really good and emotional. Hmm very good^^

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My Love...
My Happiness...
And You...
Are lost in my memories...
:iconaishindou:
Thank you very much. Hey, why don't you do more poetyr? I know you're poetic, I've read your sidenotes in your drawings.

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"I'm not afraid now,
I'm not alone...
We will meet again"


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世界は十分でない
しかしそれは始まるべき非常に完全な場所である
:heart:
:iconchigiri:
Hmmm because I'm not good as you are^^

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My Love...
My Happiness...
And You...
Are lost in my memories...
:iconaishindou:
still, i didn't get this good by not practicing. and think about it: you have a lot of friends here. take advantage of that and learn from their feedback:D

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:iconchigiri:
Hmmm yeah but still not as good as you though.

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My Love...
My Happiness...
And You...
Are lost in my memories...
:iconaishindou:
pracitce girlie^^ besides, what is good and bad; it's all subjective.

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